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#Non-fiction The Room Where It Happened

Finished: 09.07.2020   “The Room Where It Happened”
Genre: non-fiction
Rating: F
Author: John Bolton


  1. I have read John Bolton’s book The Room Where It Happened.
  2. Weak point: It is like pulling teeth…difficult, tiresome and tedious.
  3. Weak point: The book was too ‘detailed’ for the average reader:
  4. dates, time of day, and number of minutes for every meeting,
  5. every conversation, page after page.
  6. Strong point? none
  7. Is this the book Trump wanted to stop selling?
  8. If you have kept up on the news….
  9. Bolton revealed nothing ‘earth shattering’
  10. ….that hasn’t been leaked pre-publication.
  11. Trump should worry about his niece’s book
  12. Too Much and Never Enough by Mary Trump.
  13. The New York Times said,
  14. “…the memoir was ‘bloated’ with self-importance,
  15. even though what it mostly recounts is Bolton
  16. not being able to accomplish very much”.
  17. I rest my case.
  18. #WasteOfReadingTime

#Summer Lockdown…life goes on

July 3 2020  misty morning walk….


July 4 2020 – First real rainy day that kept me from my dawn walk.


Time to eat: Omelette, mushrooms, bell pepper avocado and smoked salmon….do you believe it? I’m on a diet!



July 05 2020

#Caturday just go to the kitchen for a Heineken…to celebrate Max Verstappen Dutch Formule 1 driver starting qualification run in Austria….and there in no more room to sit down in front of TV.


July 06 2020

5,6 km – done (walk 04:25 – 05:55 hr)
This was an exciting morning! Moonlight flooded the bedroom 03:00 hr and I saw a Buck Moon in clear skies! (see Google). If that wasn’t enough…suddenly I saw a moving star…it was the Inter Space Station (ISS) making a sweep orbit around the earth and above my house (1 orbit takes 90 min and crew see 16 sunrises and sunsets per day)! Wild and windy this morning with ominous clouds…should I stay home? Of course not…because I would miss this! Foto: 04:52 hr. This shot lasted 30 seconds ….then the clouds covered the moon. Again, I was in the right place at the right time! Song: “Blue moon…you saw me standing alone there, without a dream in my heart, without a love of my own.


Well, my ol’ friend was out prowling this morning. He found something in the grasses…and luckily did not notice me! I took 10 fotos just to get this one. With a zoom lens…the image is shaky when hand-held. So with some luck I got this snap!
I call him Bruno….so brazen and bold when he looks at me!
This in an example of f/2,8 aperture….de focus is on Bruno/flowers and the path behind him is blurry…less depth of field! Foto: 05:45 #NeedCoffee


  • I’ve reduced  the shortist to 2 women
  • I think would be an excellent VP choice for 2020 election:
  • Susan Rice could be Biden’s pick as VP choice.
  • Mother, wife, scholar, diplomat, and fierce champion of American interests and values,
  • Rice connects the personal and professional…..we wait and see.


Tammy Duckworth:

  • US senator, Iraq War Veteran, Blackhawk helicopter pilot,
  • Purple Heart recipient (dubble amputee, leg) flew Blackhawk heli in Iraq
  • Retired with rank of Lieutenant Colonel in 2014.
  • She is fluent in Thai and Indonesian and has a PhD in political science.
  • She is married and is the mother of 2 young girls.
  • Could this woman be VP….or even President USA, you better believe it!
  • If Biden choses Duckworth it would be a surprise upset!
  • ….we wait and see.


I have been trying to read John Bolton’s book The Room Where It Happened….only on chapter 4. It is like pulling teeth…difficult, tiresome and tedious. Is this the book Trump wanted to stop selling? Trump should worry about his niece’s book Too Much and Never Enough  by Mary Trump coming out on 14th of  July.


Artist of the future Nigerian-American Toyin Ojih Odutola. This is the portrait of the writer Zadie Smith for the National Portrait Gallery London….#Beautiful…unique style!


Summer walk in lockdown July 2020

YESTERDAY….I’m speechless!  This brilliant pre-sunrise lasted only 4 minutes….

5,6 km – done
Today….drab gray clouds and drops of rain….I thought I’ll never find anything to photograph this morning….but look what I found!
Start walk 04:31 hr with temp 15 C (59 F) and no wind. The sunrise, well, it was nothing really special. After yesterday’s amazing show of colors this morning paled by comparison. Foto: 05:08 hr

TODAY…what a difference in just 24 hours!


I used to jog 5,6 km 5 years ago (…before my hip started to hurt)…and I saw nothing. I felt everything, burning lungs, sweat dripping down my forehead and body temp rising. I never saw anything. Now…I walk and see EVERYTHING! This little guy was giving me the ‘over the shoulder look’ and listening with his long ears to hear predators…or photographers (me)!
This is a hare…b/c rabbits have short ears….I did not know that! Foto: 05:20 hr


Just look at the intense concentration. This cat stalks the pray …slowly approaches. I was able to catch the ‘pre-pounce’ posiiton! Look at droplets of morning dew… that little white ring on his tail…he wears a collar (has an owner) so this must be the ‘morning mouse run’ pre- ‘koffietijd…and then a snooze @home!

I too stalk…him but he is a experienced hunter.
His clothing (fur) blends into the background…camouflaged.
The points of his ears….semi-shadowed eyes…just waiting in the wet grass…. for me to pass by. This is the best photo of the morning….just beautiful even though you don’t see much! Foto: 05:45 hr

This ‘gangsta’ stopped and said: “We have to talk.” He is not used to somebody moving in on his territory. He looks like he has plenty of ‘street cred’…and we agree that I will just leave quietly. Foto: 05:50 hr

Well, a day cannot go by without stopping by my duck pond. Lighting was strange…but I call it ‘artistic’. Foto: 06:10 hr
Time to head home…#NeedCoffee





#Non-fiction Bolívar

  • Author:  Marie Arana
  • Genre: biography
  • Title:  Bolivar: American Liberator
  • Published:  (2013)
  • Table of Contents: 18 chapters, 468
  • Timeline:  1783 – 1830
  • SettingSouth America
  • Trivia: M. Arana won the LA Times Book Award biography 2014.
  • List of Challenges 2019
  • Monthly reading plan
  • #20BooksOfSummer20



  1. Bolivar was compared to Napoleon or Julius Caesar.
  2. But Bolivar realized that he could unite South America
  3. …freed of Spanish rule, but could not unite the South Americans.
  4. He had to take drastic steps: Bolivar declared himself ‘dictator’
  5. …in August 1828 due to growing internal conflicts among his commanders.
  6. As Bolivar said: “No one achieves greatness with impunity:
  7. No one escapes the fangs of envy along the way”. (pg 406)
  8. There were several assassination attempts
  9. …thought to be instigated by his old friend, and commander F. Santander.
  10. Bolivar used psychological warfare, surprise,
  11. …deception and fear to defeat his enemies.
  12. But he could not defeat his last foe
  13. ….he succumbed to tubercleosis in 1830 at the age of 47 years old.



Strong point: Bolivar reads like a great novel!

Strong point: Epilogue: great summation with references to modern South America.

  1. This was not a boring biography.
  2. Marie Arana is first and foremost a
  3. talented writer and knows how to create
  4. ….a book that would capture the reader’s attention.
  5. She has succeeded in melting all the biographical facts
  6. …about the American Liberator into a unique mold.
  7. The result is a ‘bronze bell’ named ‘Bolivar’ whose
  8. …tremendous sound resonated across
  9. …the South American continent.
  10. #ExcellentRead


Last Thoughts:

  1. I was surprised that Bolivar read Voltaire, Locke,
  2. Montesquieu and his hero Rousseau instead of theorists of war:
  3. Prussian Von Clausewitz (1780-1831) or French Jomini (1779-1869).
  4. Bolivar was a child of The Enlightenment.
  5. The only way I can sum him is to refer to John Locke’s book
  6. An Essay Concerning Human Understanding,
  7. …page 220 where Locke discusses ‘power’.


  1. Bolivar saw that the countries in his beloved South America
  2. …were just spokes in a wheel all pointing to the hub, Spain.
  3. He felt that there was the possibility of making this simple idea change.
  4. And so we come to the idea that Locke explained as: ‘power’.
  5. Bolivar had this ‘power’:
  6. “thus we say, fire has a power to melt gold,
  7. …to destroy the consistency of its insensible parts and
  8. …consequently its hardness and make it fluid.” (Locke)


Twitter thoughts:

Bolivar: History of liberated South America …. is not for the fainthearted.
What a man…he could outride, outwit and outfight any enemy!

#SurgicalStrikes and countless stragagems later Bolivar is not afraid to take up the pen….
#ManInLove with Manuela…

#ReadMoreBiography Blood trickles down the roads, heads roll out from under the bushes. This is not magical realism… this is history!


#Non-fiction Between the World and Me


Finished: 24.06.2020
Genre: epistolary nonfiction
Rating: A++


Between the World and Me is written in the
form of a letter from Ta-Nehisi Coates to his son.
It thus falls into the category of epistolary nonfiction.

The book itself is broken into three parts, and
each part includes an epigraph from a prominent black writer
Sonia Sanchez, Amiri Baraka, and James Baldwin, respectively.

Part1: Coates’s life prior to birth of son
Part 2: is set after the birth of Samori
Part 3: Coates’s visit to Mable Jones, the mother of Prince Jones, whose death Coates discusses

After the dreams of Martin Luther King Jr. and
the hopes of Barack Obama
we have the hard truths of Ta-Nehisi Coates.

Coates is a realist. This realist approach enables Coates
to see the way white supremacy works through institutions,
ideas, interests, and identities.
#MustRead …and I hope taught in high-schools/college.


Literary Awards



#20BooksOfSummer20 The New Jim Crow


Finished: 23.06.2020
Genre: non-fiction
Rating: A

This book was on my bookshelf for a few years.
But the cover was so confronting…I kept putting off reading this book.
Then the tragedy on 25 May 2020 in Minneapolis….happened.
As I listened to many experts discussing this crisis…
David Simon was interviewed.
A Former Baltimore Sun crime reporter, David Simon is is also the creator of both the Baltimore-based show, The Wire (2002).

Simon was asked what is the first thing US must do to start improving the systemic racism in USA.He was the ONLY person who mentioned: “Stop the war on drugs”.
That was the trigger to finally learn more about this strategy.
This is the emergence of a new caste system—a system of social excommunication that has denied millions of African Americans basic human dignity.
“The New Jim Crow” is an eye-opener….#MustRead.


Summer Solstice 2020

5,6 km – done
The official longest day of the year…and time to start my walk early (0425-0655) or I will miss sunrise! I wait patiently 05:20 hr…the sun has been over the horizon for 21 minutes….still I wait


Next to me in the wet grass….beautiful flowers. Foto: 05:38 hr


This is the first time in my life I’ve celebrated the summer solstice watching the sunrise! Today the Earth’s North Pole is on its maximum tilt toward the sun. Did you know Norway inside the Arctic Circle has just a 40 minute night b/t May and July? Foto: 05:42 …finally a glimpse of the sun.


I always look how the sunlight illuminates behind me….I call this the blue creek. Foto: 05:45 hr


This was a surpirse…the first woman jogger during my walks since I started on 12 April! Foto: 06:05 hr.


The farmers have said and done this (foto) for centuries: “Make hay while the sun shines”! Foto: 06:06 hr Just look at all my fotos today…and to think this all happens within a radius of 5 km from home! #NeedCoffee and croissant !




#20BooksOfSummer20 Democracy In Black


  • Author: E.S. Glaude jr.
  • Title: Democracy in Black: How Race Still Enslaves the American Soul
  • Published: 2016
  • List of Challenges 2019
  • Monthly reading plan
  • #20BooksOfSummer20
  • Finished: 17.06.2020
    Genre: non-fiction
    Rating: B+


For some...
….not a lot of groundbreaking information on
…American race problem (lackluster scholarship).

For others…
The history of the United States is usually
taught in school from the perspective of the dominant white culture.
The lessons lay out some of the struggles,
… but without fully explaining the causes
…particularly the racist policies and actions of the U.S. government.
Books about black lives (including this one) can be eye-openers!
It just depends what you’ve been taught or experienced.


#French Jean Barois

  • Author: R. M. du Gard
  • Title: Jean Barois
  • Published: 1913
  • Genre: historical novel with ‘mise-en-scene’ dialogue
  • fictive characters based on historical persons l’Affaire Dreyfus
  • Contents: 3 parts, 496 pages
  • Language: French
  • Trivia: Nobel Prize 1937
  • #20BooksOfSummer20


1. Explain the title of the book.
Jean Barois is the name of the main character. He grew up in a French provincial town and was educated in a catholic college.

2. What is the predominant element in the story?
Narrative: Du Gard is renowned for the different techniques:
direct dialogue: mise-en-scene
interior monolgue
free direct speech: (the narrator takes on the speech of the character)
“Tu vois, toi…”
tone signifies that… “ Vous savez bien que je ne comprends bien à vos lectures.”
camera effect: – Jean Barois’s business card: the last address lines are crossed out.
In this ‘snapshot’ Barois tells us the Jean is unemployed. (pg 161)

3. Who is the single main character about. whom the story centres?
Jean Barois is the name of the main character. He grew up in a French provincial town and was educated in a catholic college. He undergoes a transformation from happy husband and father, successful journalist —> to thin, haggard, sickly, lonely man.

4. What sort of conflict confronts the leading character or characters?
a. External – rejection of the faith of his youth – He embodies ‘Libre-Pensée’. (rejects all dogma, relies on own reason)
b. Internal – he cannot live without the feeling of hope. He needs the ‘crutches’ of faith’.

5. How is the conflict resolved?
On his deathbed, Barois is moaning and hugging the crucifix. The end is near. But wait..there is a secret testament found by the priest and Barois’s ex-wife. They want to make it disappear…..why?

6. How does the author handle characterisation?
a. description – the basic physical descriptions without elaborate colors, textures, metaphors.
b. conversation – monologues give the reader the illusion of direct contact with ‘la vie interieur’
c. actions – the exterior of the book is anchored in some historical events (part 2, Dreyfuss Affaire, Zola’s trial). The actions are only reactions to what is happening around him.

7. Who tells the story? What point of view is used?
a. There is for the most part…no narrator!
b. The book is written in ‘dramatic dialogue’, letters and documents.
c. The point of view is always that of the characters themselves.
d. An invisible ‘narrator’ can be imagined the ‘stage direction’.
e. Characters are standing at a table, speaking in a low voice, the drapes are drawn etc.

8. Where does the primary action take place?
Each chapter has been meticulously documented as to timeline and place.
Du Gard has used the ‘mise-en-scene’ technique.
This results in a “visual” telling of a story.
The only thing that is missing is the ‘stage lighting’!

9. What is the timeline? 1878 – 1918 ( Jean: born 1866 – died 1918)

10. How does the story get started? What is the initial incident?
Jean Barois struggles with his faith and an unhappy marriage. He leaves both and starts his ‘libre-pensée’ life in Paris.

11. Briefly describe the rising action of the story.
Barois’s Le Semeur (intellectual pamphlet) is a success. He uses his publication as a mouthpiece for high officials to speak the truth about the Dreyfuss Affair with risking their reputations. Jean Barois is willing to take the responsibility upon his shoulders.

12. What is the high point, or climax, of the story?
The moment that Jean Barois realises he needs ‘ the crutches of faith’.

13. Discuss the falling action or close of the story.
Death approaches, his face haggard and pale….he revives for a minutes and his last words are
“Je vous salue, Maire, pleine de grâces…”

14. Does this story create any special mood?
The emphasis on faith, religious dogma’s and one’s choice to believe or not to believe was overpowering in part 1. I nearly closed the book, but decided to give the Nobel Prize winner 1937 one more chance to prove himself. Part 2 and 3 were very good. The book develops as does the character of Jean Barois. Both François Mauriac (Noeud de Viprères) and Roger Martin du Gard reveal the religious struggle in a scene where the main character writes his testament rejecting any form of confession or conversion on his deathbed!

15. Is this story realistic or true to life?
Historical – Du Gard blends historical events into his fiction. In Part 2 follows the Dreyfuss Affair and Zola’s trial. On page 360 is a reference to the 1905 law in France ‘separation of church and state.
Personal – Du Gard wrote ‘Jean Barois’ between 1910 – 1913 at the moment of his first marriage crisis. Roger Du Gard and his wife Hélène married young and were opposites. He was a methodical, free thinker and she was dependant on her catholic faith. The book is not autobiographical (Jean is not Roger and Cécile is not Hélène) but it is obvious certain experiences of their marriage are transported into the book. Pg 105: “To change direction after a marriage […] a gap is hollowed out and the happiness that connects them is destroyed…”

16. Are the events presented in flashback or in chronological order? (structure)
Part 1: youth and adolescence – rejects his faith and marriage.
Part 2: setbacks – sorrows – (Dreyfus Affair, Zola’s trial)
Part 3: completely alone – regains his faith b/c of his fear of death.

17. What is the general theme of the story?
The most important part of happiness is ‘l’ affranchissement’ – liberation, the feeling of being free. Du Gard did not believe a long an happy marriage was possible. Jean is most happy with someone he feels equal to, someone who is ‘not the boss’ as was his pious wife or the pontificate of Rome. Jean’s happiness is experienced outside of marriage and the church.

18. Did you identify with any of the characters?
Jean Barois: He searched his whole life for the answer to the question: What makes life worth living? Jean was so used to defining himself as a possession of other people and a church. He was his father’s son, a member of the catholic faith, ideal husband for Cécile. He was just an object. Jean thought life was a straight line, but learned it is curved and eventually the ends meet. That moment of ‘epiphany’ in the last few pages makes the book worth reading!

19. Does this story contain any of the following elements?
Symbol: the most important symbol was the statue of Michelangelo’s ” L’Esclave enhaîné ” that Jean Barois kept in his desk. This represents his feeling of being ‘liberated’ from an unhappy marriage and church dogma’s. He referred to it four times in the book:
a. stretching outside this sad body, to rebellious shoulders [étirant hors de la matière son corps douloureux, aux épaules rebelles]
b. exhausting myself in vain [s’épuisant toujours en effort stérile]
c. unchangingly stopped in his effort [immaublement arrêté dans son effort]
d. not able to lift a free arm [ne pouvant pas lever un bras libre] chained slave GARD 90-rebelling

20. Does the story contain a single effect or impression for me?
This book was a life story about Jean Barois and his struggles with his faith, his journalistic aspirations and his search for happiness . The sentence that affected me the most referred to the central theme of ‘ happiness’.
“Ramasser le bonheur par miettes…C’est la seule chance que l’homme ait d’en récolte un peu…” (pg 371).
Gather happiness in the form of crumbs …it’s the only way of harvesting a little of it. After reading this I had to stop and make some coffee and think….about all the crumbs I have gathered.


Strong point: Du Gard brought history to life, The Dreyfus Affair!
The character Ulrich Woldsmuth is based on the Bernard Lazare, who was asked to help defend Dreyfus. (part 2)
Weak point: Du Gard could not follow the Dreyfuss Affair step-by-step. Part 2 is easier to understand if you read about the Affair and Zola’s trail on Wikipedia first. This way you can ‘fill in the gaps’ and put the story in a historical perspective.
Weak point: Pg 329 -342: be prepared for a long philosophical speech. I skimmed it.

Last thoughts: I started this book with the feeling ‘ must read it ‘ for Nobel challenge.
“Qu’on le veuille ou non!” ( Whether I like it or not)
Suprisingly this book had more depth than many bestsellers.
Roger Martin de Gard was one of a generation of French writers (A. France, A. Gide, E. Zola, R. Rolland, F Mauriac) caught at a pivotal point in history filled with scientific and economic revolution, Affair Dreyfus, quarrel between church and state and the approaching WW I.
They tried to free themselves from hindrances of the past and look towards a politically involved life of the future.
Nobel Prize for Literature 1937 is well deserved for Roger Martin du Gard.
I even liked Du Gard’s style of writing….better than Zola!
Coup de coeur!

Score: 5 +++



#20BooksOfSummer20 D’un cheval l’autre

Bartabas signe un premier livre « D’un cheval l’autre » (Gallimard, 320 pages, 20 euros).

  • Author: Bartabas (Clément Marty) (1958)
  • Title: D’un cheval l’autre
  • Published: 2020
  • Language: French
  • #20BooksOfSummer20


  1. Bartabas is the performing name of the internationally
  2. acclaimed French horse trainer, choreographer, artist,
  3. film producer and director.
  4. In 1984, he founded the Famous equestrian performing show, “Zingaro”.
  5. Zingaro, the Italian word for Gypsy, is the name
  6. given to Bartabas’ first own cherished horse, a spectacular Friesian,
  7. NB: ...YES!!  This breed is from Friesland, The Netherlands where I live!!
  8. whom he owned for more than 20 years and who also was the first star of his show.
  9. What a beauty !


Bartabas is considered one of the most talented trainers currently living.


  1. In choosing performers and horses,
  2. Bartabas seeks personality more than mere skill.
  3. “I meet horses and respond to their charm.
  4. In 2002, he founded the Academy of Equestrian Arts in the Grand Ecurie  (stables)
  5. of the Palace of Versailles in order to ensure the continuation of the art.



  1. For the first time Bartabas tells us about the horses who touched his life.
  2. Bartabas traces his memoires with “la pointe du cœur”. (…from the heart)
  3. …a text filled with passion and poetry!
  4. The horses are called…..
  5. Zingaro, Quixote, Dolaci, Felix, Horizonte, Le Caravage and many more.
  6. I opened this book with some trepidation.
  7. I know at a certain time
  8. …a owner must say goodbye to a beloved animal.
  9. Let me assure you
  10. …Bartabas describes even this phase in the life of his
  11. horses with a delicacy that will not break your heart
  12. ….it will uplift it!
  13. #CoupDeCoeur  (…this book is a delight!)


Last thoughts:

  1. Words: There is a whole new vocabulary about
  2. …all things horse...I had to look up.
  3. That made reading feel slow…stop and go.
  4. Chapter Chaparro included the description of
  5. …a horse being brought to the abattoir.
  6. I skipped this one, no need to read that.
  7. Descriptions: there are many paragraphs in which
  8. Batabras poetically describes the movements of the horse
  9. during its training. It is nice, but after a while it loses something.
  10. Intimate: chapters are all love letters to his beloved horses.
  11. Lesson learned from Batabras about horses:
  12. “Horses are not born just for someone who wants the perfect horse.
  13. One must try to reveal the treasures they conceal
  14. …and even celebrate their faults.” (pg 51)
  15. The author adds: “…this is my approach to horses and people.”